Occasionally, I get to a reckoning point and realize that I've been off my game for awhile. It sure would be nice if I could have seen this months ago.
When I could have actually done something to change the outcome.
It's sort of like looking at a piece of art, or a song that you created years ago. It's hard to not be critical of what the younger, less enlightened version of you thought was good enough.
Whether it's something you can change or not, it's out there.
I'm not sure how to capture this. To use it to motivate and/or change the intentionality that I practice daily. What I do know is that I hope this little bit of awareness can somehow work its way into things.
Updated- because, how do you say "income" when what you meant was "outcome"?